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		<title>Shipwrecked Courtier: Nostalgia and Courtiership in Twelfth Night and The Book of the Courtier</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Feb 2018 22:00:08 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>[7-10&#160;minute read] Above my fortunes, yet my state is well. I am a gentleman. – Viola, Twelfth Night Viola, the shipwrecked woman of Shakespeare’s Twelfth Night, finds herself separated from her twin brother in a foreign land. Vulnerable, she must find means for supporting herself and dons the disguise of a eunuch named Cesario to</p>
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<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Above my fortunes, yet my state is well.</em></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><em>I am a gentleman</em>. – Viola, <em>Twelfth Night</em></p>
<p>Viola, the shipwrecked woman of Shakespeare’s <em>Twelfth Night</em>, finds herself separated from her twin brother in a foreign land. Vulnerable, she must find means for supporting herself and dons the disguise of a eunuch named Cesario to serve Duke Orsino. The neighboring grieving Duchess, caught off-guard by Cesario’s unexpected presence of beauty and eloquent speech, seeks to uncover Cesario’s origins as s/he enters the court. She inquires about Cesario’s “parentage,” and s/he responds, “I am a gentleman” (1.5.222-24).<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[1]</a> I read Viola’s embodied construction of the gentleman named Cesario within the tradition of courtiers and courtly service culture. I ask, why is the courtier, as an eroticized figure of civilized society, wrapped up with notions of reconstructing lost times and places? I explore this question in the deployment of Castiglione’s figuration of the ideal humanist courtier within <em>The Book of the Courtier </em>in Viola/Cesario’s embodiment of an English gentleman in <em>Twelfth Night. </em> I argue that Shakespeare’s re-imagination of Castiglione’s ideal Italian humanist courtier in <em>Twelfth Night </em>is demonstrative of the affective entanglement between courtiers, nostalgia, and sovereigns; thus, offering the potential for alternative queer futures.</p>
<p>The influence of Castiglione’s <em>The Courtier</em> as a political model for negotiating status within the court can be seen impacting the English imagination throughout Tudor England. This ideal humanist courtier even makes an appearance in Sir Thomas Elyot’s <em>Governor,</em> which was published only three years after Castiglione’s dialogue. Thomas Hoby translates <em>The Courtier </em>into English by 1561, and its influence on contemporaneous works is reflected in Roger Ascham’s <em>The Scholemaster (1570).<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1"><strong>[2]</strong></a></em> The ideal humanist courtier, as composed by Castiglione, began circulating throughout England during Henry VIII’s reign, carried into Elizabeth’s England, and became the preferred mode of conduct for English gentleman.<a href="#_ftn2" name="_ftnref2">[3]</a> Within this context, <em>Twelfth Night</em> provides evidence that the form of the courtier exceeds textuality; the courtier draws upon past models of comportment, textual and performative, to elicit a sense of wonder and desire from sovereigns.</p>
<p>Viola carries on from the shipwreck at the opening of <em>Twelfth Night</em> towards a better life only <em>after </em>she disguises her appearance, such that others perceive her as a male courtier. Attempting to resuscitate a vestige of her lost brother, Viola draws upon Sebastian’s comportment for her employment as a courtier, “in this fashion, color, ornament/ For him I imitate” (3.4.322-23). Viola nostalgically draws upon the comportment of her lost brother as the model for her citational performativity “in this fashion” not only to succeed in securing her fortunes, but also to collapse the temporal separation between Sebastian and herself.</p>
<p>The figure of the gentleman in Viola’s performance of Cesario mirrors Castiglione’s ideal humanist courtier. Employed by Orsino, Cesario/Viola is sent to Duchess Olivia’s court to deliver the Duke’s declaration of love. Olivia, shocked at the eloquence of Cesario/Viola’s speech and comportment, asks him about his social status. Cesario describes himself to Olivia as a gentleman that has done well. His assurances to Olivia that he has already succeeded as a courtier – in that he is “above” his “fortunes” – is reminiscent of Cesare Gonzaga’s summary in Castiglione’s <em>The Book of the Courtier:</em> “he who has grace finds grace” (Castiglione 30). Cesario’s use of the word “fortune” is indicative that it is through his grace of speech, beauty, and conduct that he has been able to ascend this far.<a href="#_ftn1" name="_ftnref1">[4]</a></p>
<p>Cesario has done so well because he has already captured Orsino’s interest with his graceful abilities. Cesario taunts Olivia with allusions to his prior success of becoming Orsino’s beloved, inflaming his prestige as a courtier in her imagination. Olivia rehearses to herself, almost trancelike, Cesario’s many favorable attributes such as his “tongue” for his rhetorical powers, his “face” for his youthful and feminine appearance, his “limbs” which are of lovely shape, his “actions” that are demonstrative of his capabilities, and his “spirit” that proves his morality. Strikingly, Olivia embeds Cesario with the same corporeal physicality and neo-platonic idealism that is found of Castiglione’s ideal humanist courtier. Indeed, Olivia admits that she gives a “fivefold blazon,” connecting Cesario to the chivalric tradition that the courtier and English gentleman pulls upon.</p>
<p>Viola’s disguise as her brother is a form of performative nostalgia that provides the material basis for her hope of a better future and puts into effect the circulation of queer desire. Olivia’s desire for Cesario brings the Duchess out of her mourning, hopeful for a future in which she is wed to this female dressed as male courtier. The promised, yet unfilled, union between Cesario and Orsino at the end of <em>Twelfth Night</em> suggests an alternative queer future as well. The Duke summons the male courtier, “Cesario, come -/ For you shall be, while you are a man;/ But when in other habits you are seen,/ Orsino’s mistress and his fancy’s queen.” (5.1.362-65). Orsino lingers over the idea of having Cesario as a beloved, and refuses to call, or perceive, Cesario as female until he has changed back into Viola’s clothes. As long as Cesario stays within the garb of a courtier then there still exists an alternative queer ending to <em>Twelfth Night, </em>one in which Viola’s clothes are never found and Cesario remains Orsino’s beloved.</p>
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<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1"></a><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[1]</a> All references to <em>Twelfth Night </em>are from Bruce Smith’s edited edition.</p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[2]</a> Linda Salamon reads affinities between <em>The Courtier </em>and <em>The Scholemaster</em> to argue that <em>The Courtier</em> influenced its design in “<em>The Courtier </em>and <em>The Scholemaster.”</em></p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref2" name="_ftn2">[3]</a> See Bryson, Anna. <em>From Courtesy to Civility: Changing Codes of Conduct in Early Modern England; </em>Kelso, Ruth. <em>The Doctrine of The English Gentleman in the Sixteenth Century.</em></p>
<p><a href="#_ftnref1" name="_ftn1">[4]</a> Shakespeare uses the word “grace” as defined by good “fortune” in <em>Two Gentlemen of Verona</em> (3.1.146) (OED 6)</p>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Noelle Hedgcock]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 23 Apr 2017 16:30:27 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>My room has always been a mess. Today, when I say “mess,” I mean I have a couple piles of books and some empty spaces on a shelf—or, I have a shelf completely filled and an overflow collected on my bedroom floor. There are stacks of papers on my bookshelf, on my nightstand, on my</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My room has always been a mess. Today, when I say “mess,” I mean I have a couple piles of books and some empty spaces on a shelf—or, I have a shelf completely filled and an overflow collected on my bedroom floor. There are stacks of papers on my bookshelf, on my nightstand, on my desk, on the printer on my desk… I know what they all say (or at least I did at one point). At the end of the semester, all of these papers will go into folders. They will occupy a bottom shelf or a box somewhere. They will look like accomplishments, be useful, provide some frame of reference—but, most of all, I tell myself they won’t be familiar. I’ve stopped myself from doodling in the margins. When I run my fingers over the sheets, I’ll feel nothing but paper. I won’t feel the sensitivity that ripples over the too thin skin of a scar.</p>
<p>The word “mess” meant something different in 2009. Then, a mess looked like clothes piled higher than my desk because every morning was a test to see what I was able to wear. Shirts that looked like days I didn’t want to remember, sweaters that smelled like nights I shouldn’t have gone out, pants that almost whispered words I don’t think I ever heard. In 2009, the tops of my dresser and vanity were covered with papers and cards that my eyes refused to read. Drawers were stuffed with pictures and poems scrawled in adolescent writing. Stuffed animals, dried flowers, mixtapes (which really meant CDs, because, well, it was 2009) were all shoved under my bed. I knew these things were there, but only when I thought about it—or only when I touched them.</p>
<p>In 2009, my father asked me why I never cleaned my room. I started to cry and said I was afraid. If I shut my bedroom door, nobody shamed me until I cleaned it.</p>
<p>If nothing else, my young adult life epitomizes the way I’ve spent my time tactfully avoiding games of Minesweeper. It’s not that I hate everything. The problem is, even the good memories are bombs hiding too close to those taunting red 3s. The problem is that every object creates another image of someone who looks like me. It’s this feeling of some uncanny double—it’s someone I can’t control, but at one point she had my body.</p>
<p>I’ve struggled with this idea my entire life. This strange feeling of oddly “supernatural” attraction or attention to certain objects. For so long, I’ve tried to understand why I am unnerved by good memories and the way they make me feel unsettled (let’s assume I can at least begin to understand the bad). Recently, I’ve become increasingly interested in the idea of (what I’ve come to characterize and understand as) “resonance” made possible by media and forms. How can media create reverberations of people and moments that are no longer present?</p>
<p>Since coming to graduate school, and college more generally, I feel like I have encountered potential explanations for the feelings I’m attempting to describe here. Maybe this is some form of repression. Maybe it’s loss and grief for things, people, and time I recognize but cannot replace. Maybe it’s just nostalgia. I am deeply unsatisfied by almost all of these explanations.</p>
<p>The fear I described to my father as a young teenager feels closer to what I want to call “resonance” now, but it also references some form of dissonance. There’s some tangible struggle between a present moment trying to live alongside the past. While I want to support the idea that affective objects can produce similar feelings to what I am describing, this is still unsatisfying because it does not accurately describe “dissonance” as I am trying to understand it.</p>
<p>Dissonance is disembodiment. Recently, I’ve been reading about how discourses of spiritualism were used to talk about Victorian “new” media and technology. Using spiritualism to explain the unsettling feeling and presentness of disembodied energy can be read as a desire to explain the power and presence of something that is not there. It is some force driving or reproducing a moment that has no tangible existence. It is real only in that it references something invisible.</p>
<p>Dissonance is the somewhat supernatural feeling of uncanniness—the idea that someone has been “here” before “doing this,” and that someone might have been you. It is the way a photograph of a person confirms the absence of a body. It is the way marginalia proves another hand touched a page. Dissonance comes when I’m listening to a saved voicemail from father, when I hear the recording of his voice, now disembodied. In these moments, sound is the proof of absence, but it is also the proof of presence.</p>
<p>Today, I feel this less. I try to keep my apartment free of all things that are not related to graduate school. I call it minimalism to the point where I almost believe it. Last week my inability to use a computer resulted in my opening a conversation from months ago. I read the conversation like I could see the people talking. The author of the blue bubbles on the right hand side, I almost felt like I knew her.</p>
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<p>Noelle Hedgcock is an MA student in English at Syracuse University. Her research and teaching interests focus on nineteenth-century British literature and culture.</p>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Smart]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 20 Apr 2017 00:07:35 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>I’m driving a two-door 2001 gold grand am. The air conditioning no longer works after the transmission broke, wooden clothes pins and duct tape secure the windows. It must be August because I’m heading towards the city public library to flip through stacks of CD cases for a Canadian indie pop album. Is a locality</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I’m driving a two-door 2001 gold grand am. The air conditioning no longer works after the transmission broke, wooden clothes pins and duct tape secure the windows. It must be August because I’m heading towards the city public library to flip through stacks of CD cases for a Canadian indie pop album. Is a locality with less than 10,000 residents a city? A town, maybe.</p>
<p>We had spent the summer in South-West Michigan working on the shores of a lake, teaching children about ecology. Cold mornings on the peninsula gave us the perfect excuse to have the kids make fire; transformation of endless consummation. A taurus, I don’t remember if I knew at the time. People thought we were dating, but that would be too simple of an explanation for how close we became. Over the years I would make trips to see you, and you’ll be the one to come find me when I move to New York.</p>
<p>As the disc sinks into the dashboard I imagine that the oncoming sounds will ease your absence.</p>
<p><em>Reading Disc</em></p>
<p><em>00:01</em></p>
<p><em>When there is nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire</em></p>
<p>The story is about two ex-lovers who smile as they are reintroduced by a distant friend. They share a taxi without saying a word &#8211; he can’t remember her name. The listener learns that it has been awhile since they’ve seen each other as the song progresses. There seems to have a been an inarticulable gap in their relationship when they were close. They fail to tell the same story of what they were; eithers experience of the relationship too excessive, or strikingly absent.</p>
<p>The melody belies the confidence that the two try to assert at the end of the song. Listeners know that something has been lost here, although neither persona can+ name it. The continual repetition of “I’m not sorry there’s nothing to say,” in face of the untranslatability of that which they lost, fills the space between them.</p>
<p>Freud says that melancholia differs from mourning in that it involves the loss of an ideal &#8211; a love object. The problem for the melancholic, Freud continues, is that they understand <em>whom</em> has been lost, but not <em>what</em> has gone missing; outside of their conscious awareness. Actually, what the object-loss has been eclipsed; the melancholic experiences the sense of ego-loss as libidinal energy withdraws into the ego once it&#8217;s severed from the love object; through insistent communication the melancholic becomes self-deprecating.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p style="padding-left:30px;"><em>You asked me to move to New Jersey to take care of the house and I felt myself turn into a statue as the ground gave way beneath my feet. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Is this the <em>nothing left,</em> that prompts [us]<em> to set</em> [ourselves] <em>on fire</em>?</p>
<p>I am reminded of Donne:</p>
<p><em>But O, it must be burnt ; alas ! the fire</em></p>
<p><em>Of lust and envy burnt it heretofore</em></p>
<p><em>And made it fouler ; let their flames retire,</em></p>
<p><em>And burn me, O Lord, with a fiery zeal</em></p>
<p><em>Of Thee and Thy house, which doth in eating heal</em></p>
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<li>Holy Sonnets V.</li>
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<p>One of the competing beliefs on melancholia in the Early Modern was that it was both a physical and spiritual disease. Already Freud’s obsessive fear and sorrow can be read. Gallenic tradition tells us that the melancholic has an excess of black bile; this could either be addressed by balancing the humors or through correcting the thought of the melancholic. Donne tells us that it is the ‘black sin’ that has lead the speaker wish to ‘drown [their] world with [their] weeping earnestly.’ Tears are not enough to cleanse the wound for the speaker &#8211; a husk calling to be burnt.</p>
<p>Is that what happens to our desire?</p>
<p>Firewood destroyed the same instant our passions realize.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p style="padding-left:30px;"><em>You gifted me stones forged de la tierra, and a lantern that has never held a light. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Baudrillard says that objects provide an access point for understanding the inner life of a person; objects as external structuring devices of the psyche. They mediate a historical narrative of the relations between the owner, their ideologies, and other bodies.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p style="padding-left:30px;"><em>What do you see when you look around your room? </em></p>
<p style="padding-left:30px;"><em>I’m left with languid memories of late mornings when I still listened to the old fool. </em></p>
<p style="padding-left:30px;">
<p>The planets that I take note of this week are Saturn and Venus &#8211; <em>Kronos</em> and <em>Aphrodite. </em>While Venus resumed its direct progression on April 15<sup>th</sup>, we will have almost one-hundred and thirty more days of Saturn retrograde. Mediated reflections on the love that we’ve known and now is gone – the sharp crash of reality that we try to prevent.</p>
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<p><em>Tyler Smart, an MA student in English at Syracuse University,  is primarily interested how space produces certain subjectivities, locally and transculturally, in literary and cultural imagination. Other research interests include cross-cultural influences, queer theory and the history of sexuality, subjectivity, phenomenology, eco-criticism, and post-humanism.</em></p>
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		<title>Things you think about when you’re in the ICU holding your dad’s hand and he’s still under anesthesia from open heart surgery but he opens his eyes for the first time</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 10 Feb 2017 21:59:54 +0000</pubDate>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Note</strong><em>: </em>When I agreed to write for <em>Metathesis </em>this month I planned on starting off with something strident, political, and sharp. I had this series all planned out about football and fascism, “third way” pro-lifers, and <em>Stardew Valley</em> in the age of Trump. Maybe I’ll revisit these before months’ end, but I did not count on how tired I would feel by the first few weeks of our new regime, nor how acutely I would sense the Internet’s saturation with thinkpieces on yet another new advancing horror to resist. These last several weeks have felt inhumane to me in a vague way, not because of any great suffering on my part, but because the relentless grief and anger that the rise of white nationalism to our country’s highest offices inspires has a deadening effect on the senses. In that spirit, I want to share something that, at least in the reading, feels more humane to me.</p>
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<p>That it makes sense why they need to lower a person’s body temperature to 92 degrees for such a major surgery but it still feels awful holding his frigid hand.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>That his hands and feet are swollen, so swollen the skin feels stretched like a cheap water balloon.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>A conversation you had in the days leading up to the surgery. You didn’t talk much — he wasn’t too forthcoming about his feelings and your attempts to solicit anything from him felt trite and obvious.</p>
<p><em>How are you feeling? Well I had a heart attack and doctors are about to break my sternum open, run all my blood through an external pump while my heart gets cut up, so pretty bad I guess.</em></p>
<p>So you don’t have that conversation, and instead, after a while, you ask him something more open-ended and he tells you that it’s weird to be on a hospital bed surrounded by family so soon after burying his own dad. You think about both scenes. With his dad, there were no father/son conversations at all. Grandpa’s shallow breaths were slow and quiet; everyone in the room traded stories in hushed, laughing tones about the shared violence of their childhoods. Snow piled up on the deck furniture outside the sliding doors of his hospice room. Different with your dad. There is a lot of worry, a little self reflection, and a lot of middling conversation that helps stave off the heaviness of futurity and risk. Not like with grandpa who was practically already gone. Your dad’s well enough to make the waiting hurt. With your dad, the room is smaller, and there’s a roommate who’s a lot older and has just had the same surgery your dad is going to have. The roommate dies overnight.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>You think his trimmed beard doesn’t look that bad at all and that his chin is way less recessed than your mom says it is.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>The thing about your dad is you feel like if you had lived his life you’d have a lot more to share with your kids when they visit.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>His eyes open and you get the sense that maybe they shouldn’t open yet. His eyes bulge. You think he looks confused. When your mother cries he looks concerned, maybe a little guilty. You wonder about your own cholesterol and look at your wife. One of your sisters starts to cry too though not the one you expect.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>You think about that breathing tube.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>You don’t feel regret but an adjacent feeling about not talking to him more before the surgery. You wonder when the last time was that you both had an extended conversation about something you mutually felt was important and that was not triggered by a family crisis. You’re both people who like to argue, like to be right, but you’ve stopped arguing with any regularity, in part because it stresses your mom out, but also because it’s hard work and makes you feel a little depressed. You always get the sense that he thinks you’re patronizing him. But when the arguing went away, so did the sense of intimacy. You figure the last conversation like that must have been five or so years ago in Canandaigua at a bar you had been to once with some old friends from high school. They have good dark beer on tap which gets dad tipsy fast but makes him feel good because its darkness signifies legitimacy. It’s about forty minutes from where you live and forty minutes from where he lives. Feels more like neutral ground than most places. You initiated under the pretense of catching up, which was true, but also because you had two things to disclose, one religious and you thought minor, the other academic and you thought more serious. He saw it the opposite way. You disagreed but didn’t feel angry. You felt respected and friendly.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>There was that time — it comes back now, flies by unsolicited — when you were a kid, who knows how old, young, and were getting ready to play in the snow outside (a loop forward to that hospice room). It was a process and dad was helping out. Sweatpants. Wool socks over sweatpants. Flannel. Sweatshirt. Snowpants, zip, clip, clip. Jacket, go Bills. Gloves. Here you got hung up. Your fingers won’t go into the right spot. They kept slipping into a space between the glove’s shell and the fuzzy lining and you were hot and whiny already, itching to get outside, climb the hill from the plow, make angels, play with next-door-neighbor Sarah. Sisters already outside. Dad’s trying to help, shoving, pulling, telling you to push. Then you’re crying and dad yells, incredibly, “be a man.” You remember him saying be a man a few times but it might just be echoes in the remembering. You cry harder, say, I’m just a kid not a man.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>Think about how bad it feels to have come so close to losing dad and not given him a grandkid yet. Think about what a bad reason that is to have a kid. Think about futurity in the academic sense, the bad politics of the nuclear family, and dysfunction, but still you consider bargaining with God about letting dad pull through if you both would just make a kid finally.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>Why you remembered the incident with the glove.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>An uncanny, happy intensity when he squeezes back in response to your squeeze.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>Think about kissing him on the forehead, remember you performed the same ritual for his dad as he lay on his deathbed, and then again in his casket. Decide not to here. Superstitious.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>Mostly just you wanting. Want him to be comfortable. Want him to feel ok again. Want him to not die. Want him to have to face the fallout of his choices. Want to be able to yell at him. Want him to be honest with you. Want your relationship with him to be less angsty. Want him to not have to feel bad about the stuff you think he should probably feel bad about. Want to recapture a common ground. Want to not put your own partner through this mess of tubes and numbers and sutures. Want to not have to talk to people about this experience. Want to leave. Want to not cry. Want him not to die. Want and want and want.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">~ ~ ~</p>
<p>The nurse talking about fluids and temperatures and involuntary twitches due to the sedation starting to wear off.</p>
<p>You think about what it means that he looks beautiful.</p>
<p><em> </em></p>
<p><em>Thanks to Charles Matthew Petrie, Rachel Elizabeth Arrieta, and John Stadler for their invaluable feedback.</em></p>
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<p>Jordan Wood is a Ph.D candidate at Syracuse University where he writes about video games and other things.</p>
<p>The post <a href="https://broadlytextual.com/2017/02/10/things-you-think-about-when-youre-in-the-icu-holding-your-dads-hand-and-hes-still-under-anesthesia-from-open-heart-surgery-but-he-opens-his-eyes-for-the-first-time/">Things you think about when you’re in the ICU holding your dad’s hand and he’s still under anesthesia from open heart surgery but he opens his eyes for the first time</a> appeared first on <a href="https://broadlytextual.com">Broadly Textual Pub</a>.</p>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>I suppose it speaks to my interest in the virtual that I wrote a whole post about spatiality last week without moving an inch. On the surface, that doesn’t seem quite in line with the so-called “spatial turn” I mentioned in my last post: the trend in humanities scholarship towards the importance of place and</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I suppose it speaks to my interest in the virtual that I wrote a whole post about spatiality last week without moving an inch. On the surface, that doesn’t seem quite in line with the so-called “spatial turn” I mentioned in my last post: the trend in humanities scholarship towards the importance of place and space to ideas and power. Then again, many of the concepts we associate with the spatial – the panoptic nature of surveillance, the power of the wanderer versus a top-down view of the world, the distinction between geographic space and humanized place, that sort of thing – were probably for the most part mulled over in armchairs, in the mindscape of the scholar. I wonder how much all things are born from the virtual…</p>
<p>I was probably thinking something along those lines as my phone announced it was beginning to die. Yanked out of my own head for the time being, I found myself back in Oakwood Cemetery, on the steps of a mausoleum, with a tattered American flag in my hands. It wasn’t often I strayed off the path during my runs – my feet followed a 5k race route whose markers faded long ago – but since I found myself in a wandering mood, I decided to do some exploring.</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" fetchpriority="high" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="1398" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2016/10/14/exploring-space-a-walk-among-the-gravestones/attachment/2/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?fit=2777%2C1376&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="2777,1376" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 6&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1475418081&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.15&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;32&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0048543689320388&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}" data-image-title="2" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?fit=300%2C149&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?fit=1024%2C507&amp;ssl=1" class="alignnone size-full wp-image-1398" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=1170%2C580&#038;ssl=1" alt="2.JPG" width="1170" height="580" srcset="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?w=2777&amp;ssl=1 2777w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=300%2C149&amp;ssl=1 300w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=768%2C381&amp;ssl=1 768w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=1024%2C507&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=1920%2C951&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=720%2C357&amp;ssl=1 720w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=580%2C287&amp;ssl=1 580w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?resize=320%2C159&amp;ssl=1 320w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/2.jpg?w=2340&amp;ssl=1 2340w" sizes="(max-width: 1170px) 100vw, 1170px" /></p>
<p>Founded in 1859, <a href="http://www.oakwoodofsyracuse.com/">Oakwood Cemetery</a> lies about a block away from Syracuse University in what used to be the outskirts of town. The graveyard is sprawling; at 160 acres, Oakwood plays host to over 60,000 individuals and counting. Between the oaks, monuments, and mausoleums plotted along the rolling hills wind approximately 10 kilometers worth of trails (some paved, others dirt) shared by visitors and mourners alike. It is very easy to get lost among the stones, as I soon found out.</p>
<p>You never really understand just how odd a graveyard is until you try to walk among its stones. The place is full of conflicting messages. The architectural features of so many grave markers beckon visitors closer, whether than be because of interesting architectural features, places to sit, or just tiny print. Or all three, in the case of this massive monument:</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="1400" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2016/10/14/exploring-space-a-walk-among-the-gravestones/attachment/3/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?fit=3264%2C2448&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="3264,2448" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 6&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1475415990&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.15&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;32&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0010615711252654&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}" data-image-title="3" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?fit=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?fit=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1" class="alignnone size-full wp-image-1400" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=1170%2C878&#038;ssl=1" alt="3.JPG" width="1170" height="878" srcset="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?w=3264&amp;ssl=1 3264w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=1920%2C1440&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=720%2C540&amp;ssl=1 720w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=580%2C435&amp;ssl=1 580w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?resize=320%2C240&amp;ssl=1 320w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/3.jpg?w=2340&amp;ssl=1 2340w" sizes="(max-width: 1170px) 100vw, 1170px" /></p>
<p>This makes sense, of course – graveyards, like funerals, are for the living. We are encouraged to visit the resting places of our loved ones to mourn or to give gifts or simply to talk. In Western culture, at least, these acts help to create an aura of reverence around those who have passed on, sanctifying the ground under which their remains are buried. Much like the concept of nationhood, this layers a virtual space upon material reality, giving what were stones and dust the weight of the secret and the sacred.</p>
<p>This makes things incredibly hard to navigate when you have something like this blocking your path:</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="1396" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2016/10/14/exploring-space-a-walk-among-the-gravestones/attachment/4/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?fit=3264%2C2448&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="3264,2448" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 6&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1475416142&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.15&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;32&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0013661202185792&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}" data-image-title="4" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?fit=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?fit=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1" class="alignnone size-full wp-image-1396" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=1170%2C878&#038;ssl=1" alt="4.JPG" width="1170" height="878" srcset="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?w=3264&amp;ssl=1 3264w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=1920%2C1440&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=720%2C540&amp;ssl=1 720w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=580%2C435&amp;ssl=1 580w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?resize=320%2C240&amp;ssl=1 320w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/4.jpg?w=2340&amp;ssl=1 2340w" sizes="(max-width: 1170px) 100vw, 1170px" /></p>
<p>For the superstitious or the particularly pious, a graveyard is a nightmare to navigate. Perhaps the dead do not mind people stomping all over their resting places. There is, after all, six feet of earth and a coffin to insulate them from the tremors of the world above. But once I <em>knew </em>there was someone beloved under there, I created a virtual barrier of reverence in my mind. Such a thing is hard to unsee.</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" loading="lazy" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="1402" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2016/10/14/exploring-space-a-walk-among-the-gravestones/attachment/5/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?fit=3264%2C2448&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="3264,2448" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 6&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1475417365&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.15&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;32&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.002906976744186&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}" data-image-title="5" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?fit=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?fit=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1" class="alignnone size-full wp-image-1402" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=1170%2C878&#038;ssl=1" alt="5.JPG" width="1170" height="878" srcset="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?w=3264&amp;ssl=1 3264w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=1920%2C1440&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=720%2C540&amp;ssl=1 720w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=580%2C435&amp;ssl=1 580w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?resize=320%2C240&amp;ssl=1 320w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/5.jpg?w=2340&amp;ssl=1 2340w" sizes="auto, (max-width: 1170px) 100vw, 1170px" /></p>
<p>Another odd thing about graveyards is their aesthetic of incompleteness. All around Oakwood were stairs that led to nowhere, pillars holding nothing up, archways huddled over aborted paths, locked iron doors without working handles, and yards and yards of unused space. Even some of the gravestones themselves like stray slabs from unfinished foundations, especially those that have been overgrown or worn down with age. All of this lends cemeteries the same uncanny air a ruin might have, hinting at some former glory that now goes unremembered.</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" loading="lazy" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="1401" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2016/10/14/exploring-space-a-walk-among-the-gravestones/attachment/6/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/6.jpg?fit=2448%2C3264&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="2448,3264" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 6&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1475417844&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.15&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;32&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0016447368421053&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}" data-image-title="6" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/6.jpg?fit=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/6.jpg?fit=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1" class="alignnone size-full wp-image-1401" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2016/10/6.jpg?resize=1170%2C878&#038;ssl=1" alt="6.JPG" width="1170" height="878" /></p>
<p>Oakwood in particular also has more mausoleums than I’ve ever seen in a graveyard, and these fascinate me most. They sit in the muddled middle between monument and place, having all the fixings of shelter but (for the most part) being eternally locked to anyone who would want to enter. Whereas headstones seem to jut into the physical space of the living, the barred doors of these larger structures create a clear barrier between the living and the dead. Gravestones can be touched, stroked, grasped as if they were virtual stand-ins for the one interred; the remains within mausoleums, it seems, can only be peered at through barred or broken windows.</p>
<p>How does one mourn at a mausoleum? Must it be opened to bridge the void between the living and deceased, or does the distance not matter? And what does it mean to sit on the steps while pondering these questions only to find you are standing on an actual welcome mat?</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" loading="lazy" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="1405" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2016/10/14/exploring-space-a-walk-among-the-gravestones/attachment/7/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/7.jpg?fit=2448%2C3264&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="2448,3264" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 6&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1475416416&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.15&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;32&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.003921568627451&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}" data-image-title="7" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/7.jpg?fit=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/7.jpg?fit=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1" class="alignnone size-full wp-image-1405" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2016/10/7.jpg?resize=1170%2C878&#038;ssl=1" alt="7.JPG" width="1170" height="878" /></p>
<p>(Seriously, why is there a welcome mat?)</p>
<p>Graveyards are odd places, to be sure, but they are also very human (perhaps I repeat myself). The burial of the dead is one of those cultural touchstones that seem as ancient as they are ubiquitous, and are perhaps the oldest constructed spaces known to humankind. As easy as it is for some of us to put them out of mind in day-to-day life, it is important to remember that these “Cities of the Dead” (as one old flyer for Oakwood proclaims) are built for the living. This not only means that we are obliged to respect and protect them – burial grounds are frequently neglected, littered, or (all too frequently) <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20160920052127/http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2016/09/04/standing-rock-sioux-tribe-condemns-destruction-and-desecration-burial-grounds-energy">bulldozed</a> – but that we ought to find time to visit them in order to look into ourselves. We will all end up like those buried beneath, after all, and I find graveyards are one of the few urban places that are quiet and empty enough to allow for self-reflection.</p>
<p>So, what I’m saying is go visit a graveyard. Turn off your phone and take an hour to meander the grounds, read the epitaphs, pick up any litter that’s blown in. Take a look at what there is to see before it gets too cold. If you’re anything like me, you’ll find there is life among the stones.</p>
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<p>John Sanders is a second year PhD student in the Syracuse University English department where he studies games and new media. He considers himself an extroverted optimist, which can make mornings difficult for his roommates.</p>
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					<description><![CDATA[<p>“All photographs are memento mori. To take a photograph is to participate in another person’s (or thing’s) mortality, vulnerability, mutability. Precisely by slicing out this moment and freezing it, all photographs testify to time’s relentless melt.” – Susan Sontag, On Photography In a post for her blog Brain Pickings, Maria Popova introduces the above quotation</p>
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										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>“All photographs are <em>memento mori</em>. To take a photograph is to participate in another person’s (or thing’s) mortality, vulnerability, mutability. Precisely by slicing out this moment and freezing it, all photographs testify to time’s relentless melt.”</p>
<p>– Susan Sontag, <em>On Photography</em></p>
<p>In a <a href="https://www.brainpickings.org">post</a> for her blog <a href="https://www.brainpickings.org"><em>Brain Pickings</em></a>, Maria Popova introduces the above quotation by asserting photography as “both an attempted antidote to our mortality paradox and a deepening awareness of it.” “This seems especially true,” Popova continues, “if subtly tragic, as we fill our social media timelines with images, as if to prove that our biological timelines – our very lives – are filled with notable moments, which also remind us that they are all inevitably fleeting towards the end point of that timeline: mortality itself.”</p>
<p>Popova’s post and, in particular, Susan Sontag’s quotation, reminded me of an image I came across about a year ago while studying at the <a href="http://www.folger.edu/folger-institute">Folger Shakespeare Library</a>. I was doing research for a dissertation-related project exploring the relation between practices of literary invention and English Renaissance ideas about mutability, mortality, and <em>memento mori</em> (Latin: “Remember that you have to die”). The following turned up in my search results:</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" loading="lazy" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="628" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2015/12/11/the-english-renaissance-timeline/fig1_amy/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?fit=1196%2C1536&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="1196,1536" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}" data-image-title="fig1_amy" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?fit=234%2C300&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?fit=797%2C1024&amp;ssl=1" class="  wp-image-628 aligncenter" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=238%2C306&#038;ssl=1" alt="fig1_amy" width="238" height="306" srcset="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?w=1196&amp;ssl=1 1196w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=234%2C300&amp;ssl=1 234w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=768%2C986&amp;ssl=1 768w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=797%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 797w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=720%2C925&amp;ssl=1 720w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=580%2C745&amp;ssl=1 580w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig1_amy.jpg?resize=320%2C411&amp;ssl=1 320w" sizes="auto, (max-width: 238px) 100vw, 238px" /></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Fig. 1   Folger MS V.a.311, fol. 43r. <a href="#_edn1" name="_ednref1">[i]</a></em></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Click <a href="http://luna.folger.edu/luna/servlet/detail/FOLGERCM1~6~6~250357~116640:A-booke-of-diverse-devices-and-sort?sort=call_number%2Ccall_number%2Cauthor%2Cauthor&amp;qvq=q:thomas%2Bfella;sort:call_number%2Ccall_number%2Cauthor%2Cauthor;lc:FOLGERCM1~6~6&amp;mi=102&amp;trs=197">here</a> to zoom in.</em></p>
<p>The image is of an illustration from Thomas Fella’s <a href="http://luna.folger.edu/luna/servlet/view/search?QuickSearchA=QuickSearchA&amp;q=thomas+fella&amp;sort=call_number%2Ccall_number%2Cauthor%2Cauthor&amp;search=Search">commonplace book</a>, or miscellany, <em>A booke of diverse devices and sorts of pictures</em>, compiled between 1592 and 1598, to which he later made additions in July 1622. Fella was a calligrapher and draper from the Halesworth area of Suffolk County, England. He didn’t attend university, and most of what is known about him derives from two <a href="http://suffolkbrc.org.uk/sites/default/files/Fella/Fella_files/page0004.htm">extant writings</a>, including his commonplace book. Perhaps this is what I find so interesting about him: little is known about Fella – “who” he was, what his life was “like.” But if we turn, for clues, to the images and aphorisms copied into his commonplace book, or “timeline,” as it were, it’s striking that those which he thought to include seem to be, as Popova writes, reminders “that they are all inevitably fleeting towards the end point of that timeline: mortality itself.” While the invention of photography postdates Fella’s commonplace book by about two and a half centuries, Popova and Sontag are, I think, instructive for how we might interpret certain of Fella’s illustrations and, more broadly, a particular historical moment in print, visual culture, and memory.</p>
<p>*</p>
<p>Issuing from the man’s mouth in Fig. 1 is a banderole, or “speech bubble,” on which appear the words “<em>Tempus Omnia terminat</em>” (Latin: “Time ends all things”) – a sort of <em>memento mori</em> proclaiming “time’s relentless melt.” What initially attracted my attention to this image, however, was the phrase written within the second banderole: “Life is death and death is Life.” Fella’s appropriation of the phrase isn’t unusual; I’d encountered it before in late sixteenth- and early seventeenth-century sermons, all of which place it within the context of St. Augustine’s <em>City of God</em> (462 AD). Variant iterations of the phrase crop up in other English Renaissance texts, most famously in Hamlet’s musings on being and not being – “To be, or not to be.”</p>
<p>However, Fella’s deployment of the phrase participates, per Sontag, “in another person’s (or thing’s) mortality, vulnerability, mutability,” namely English Renaissance printer <a href="http://suffolkbrc.org.uk/sites/default/files/Fella/Fella_files/page0060.htm">John Day</a>:</p>
<p><img data-recalc-dims="1" loading="lazy" decoding="async" data-attachment-id="632" data-permalink="https://broadlytextual.com/2015/12/11/the-english-renaissance-timeline/fig2_amy/" data-orig-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?fit=1211%2C1536&amp;ssl=1" data-orig-size="1211,1536" data-comments-opened="1" data-image-meta="{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}" data-image-title="fig2_amy" data-image-description="" data-image-caption="" data-medium-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?fit=237%2C300&amp;ssl=1" data-large-file="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?fit=807%2C1024&amp;ssl=1" class="  wp-image-632 aligncenter" src="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com//wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=232%2C294&#038;ssl=1" alt="fig2_amy" width="232" height="294" srcset="https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?w=1211&amp;ssl=1 1211w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=237%2C300&amp;ssl=1 237w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=768%2C974&amp;ssl=1 768w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=807%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 807w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=720%2C913&amp;ssl=1 720w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=580%2C736&amp;ssl=1 580w, https://i0.wp.com/broadlytextual.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/fig2_amy.jpg?resize=320%2C406&amp;ssl=1 320w" sizes="auto, (max-width: 232px) 100vw, 232px" /></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Fig. 2   Folger MS, f.515v</em></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Click <a href="http://luna.folger.edu/luna/servlet/detail/FOLGERCM1~6~6~312276~124806:-Actes-and-monuments--The-first-uol?qvq=mgid:2171&amp;mi=47&amp;trs=87">here</a> to zoom in.</em></p>
<p>In the 1563 edition of <a href="http://suffolkbrc.org.uk/sites/default/files/Fella/Fella_files/page0060.htm">John Foxe</a>’s <em>Actes and Monuments</em>, there is, included at its end, a woodcut-cum-miniature portrait (quasi-photograph?) of John Day, Foxe’s printer. The woodcut is included in all editions of <em>Actes and Monuments</em>. Engraved within the ribbon that encircles Day’s profile is the phrase, “LIEFE IS DEATHE AND DEATH IS LIEFE,” bookended by Roman numerals indicating Day’s age. Forty.</p>
<p>The few scholarly paragraphs devoted to Fella’s commonplace book are driven, primarily, by a desperation to find out how he was able to access texts such as Foxe’s <em>Actes and Monuments</em> – whether he owned them, borrowed them – and what other texts the images might have been copied from: the “irrepressible desire to return to the origin,” as Derrida has it.<a href="#_edn2" name="_ednref2">[ii]</a> I share this desire somewhat differently, however: what fascinates me is the delicate balance that Fella strikes between his meticulous attention to the original medium of Day’s woodcut and the apparent differences in his copying of it.</p>
<p>While this image suggests a heightened attention to the sensuous particularities of everyday objects, namely Fella’s interest in the materiality of the woodcut, I think that <em>copying</em> the woodcut communicates this interest in a different way: it holds the memory of its past engravedness, of its former life, in Foxe’s book. The aesthesis of Day’s woodcut is memorialized in the shading techniques used by Fella to detail Day’s apparel, hair, and beard. If memory, as defined by William Fulwood in <em>The Castel of Memorie</em> (1562), is the faculty by “which the mind repeateth things that are past,”<a href="#_edn3" name="_ednref3">[iii]</a> then copying – repetition – is, for Fella, an aesthetic technique through which he preserves, yet also recreates, the medium of the woodcut in his own “timeline” – the English Renaissance commonplace book.</p>
<p>Indeed, the phrase and numbers that encircle, confine, Day’s profile in Fig. 2 are, in Fella’s rendering, notions over which he has physical and sensual control: life and death he grips with his hand, but Fella also <em>used</em> his hand to write those italic words into the swirling banderole on which they appear. Whereas Day’s woodcut indicates his age, or the passage of time, via Roman numerals, Fella’s illustration ostensibly <em>speaks</em> of time’s finitude, and of age, as <em>memento mori</em> – “Remember that you have to die.” Fella thus participates in Day’s “mortality, vulnerability, mutability” by “slicing out,” or copying, the woodcut into his commonplace book.</p>
<p>*</p>
<p>Fittingly, the phrase “<em>Tempus omnia terminat</em>” – “Time ends all things” – is the epigraph to Fella’s “end” page (Fig. 3), at once testifying “to time’s relentless melt” and acknowledging the inevitable end point of his own timeline/commonplace book: “And all must ende that ever was begonne.” The whole of Fella’s miscellany is preoccupied with <a href="http://luna.folger.edu/luna/servlet/detail/FOLGERCM1~6~6~249861~116578:A-booke-of-diverse-devices-and-sort?sort=Call_Number%2CAuthor%2CCD_Title%2CImprint&amp;qvq=q:thomas%2Bfella;sort:Call_Number%2CAuthor%2CCD_Title%2CImprint;lc:FOLGERCM1~6~6,BINDINGS~1~1&amp;mi=44&amp;trs=197">mortality</a> – and, for someone alive during the plague-ridden English Renaissance, <a href="http://internetshakespeare.uvic.ca/Library/SLT/society/city%20life/death1.html">understandably so</a>. But if <em>A booke of diverse devices and sorts of pictures</em> is “both an attempted antidote to our <a href="https://www.brainpickings.org/2013/03/25/the-mortality-paradox/">mortality paradox</a> and a deepening awareness of it,” so, too, is my interest in it. I participate in Fella’s “mortality, vulnerability, mutability” as I look at, and write about, a digitized image of his copied image of Day’s woodcut image.</p>
<p>However, the phrase “Life is death and death is Life,” especially Fella’s deployment of it, has a chiasmatic formulation – it implies circularity rather than antithesis. Time’s melt is relentless; but, as Hamlet so often reminds us, memory is the only human antidote to mortality.</p>
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<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Fig. 3   Folger MS V.a.311, fol. 75r</em></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><em>Click <a href="http://luna.folger.edu/luna/servlet/detail/FOLGERCM1~6~6~250869~116704:A-booke-of-diverse-devices-and-sort?trs=1&amp;qvq=q%3AFella+75r%3Bsort%3ACall_Number%2CAuthor%2CCD_Title%2CImprint%3Blc%3AFOLGERCM1%7E6%7E6&amp;mi=0&amp;cic=FOLGERCM1%7E6%7E6&amp;sort=Call_Number%2CAuthor%2CCD_Title%2CImprint">here to zoom in.</a></em></p>
<p><a href="#_ednref1" name="_edn1">[i]</a> All images from Thomas Fella’s <em>A booke of diverse devices and sorts of images</em> are here used by permission of the Folger Shakespeare Library under a Creative Commons Attribution-ShareAlike 4.0 International License: <a href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/">http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/</a>.</p>
<p><a href="#_ednref2" name="_edn2">[ii]</a> Jacques Derrida, <em>Archive Fever</em>, trans. Eric Prenowitz (Chicago: U of Chicago P, 1995), 91.</p>
<p><a href="#_ednref3" name="_edn3">[iii]</a> Guglielmo Gratarolo, <em>The castel of memorie</em>, trans. William Fulwood (London: 1562).</p>
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<p>Amy K. Burnette is a 6<sup>th</sup> year doctoral candidate in the Department of English at Syracuse University where she is currently at work on her dissertation project, <em>Praxis Memoriae: Memory as Aesthetic Technique in English Renaissance Literature, 1580-1630</em>.</p>
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